Текст Codi Kaye – Grip

Am I back to being lonely?
Am I back to feeling sick again?
I put a smile upon her face
It’s more lost than it’s ever been

And the clouds don’t make it better
And the rain just makes it worse
And the darkness makes me shiver
And in the quiet I hear your words
And your voice rings in my head
As clear as the day you said it
Your lips close to my ears, you said
«I love you, and don’t forget it.»

I didn’t, but… you did
You lost your hope and faith
My darling, you gave in
I didn’t, but… you did
I held onto your sleeping hands
But, somewhere, you lost grip

I am back to all the sad songs
I am back to sleepless nights
I cradle things you’ve left here
Hoping they might close red eyes
I am back to all my insecurities
I am back to empty stares
They tell me it gets easier
But the broken heart’s not theirs

Getting up is a little bit harder
When I breathe, there’s a little more burn
Almost held you a million times
Until I realize you’re not concerned
«I still can’t make proper sense of this
Surely, we can sit down and talk
This relationship has a lifeboat, honey
There’s no need to jump overboard…»

I didn’t, but… you did
You lost your hope and faith
My darling, you gave in
I didn’t, but… you did
I held onto your sleeping hands
But, somewhere, you lost grip

(You lost it, you lost grip
You lost it, you lost grip
You lost it, you lost grip…)

I still touch you when you
Hold me in my dreams
And I still taste your lips
In everything I eat
And I still see your smile
On everyone I meet
You think you’re gone, oh no
You’re still here with me

(You lost it, you lost grip
You lost it, you lost grip.)
You lost it, you lost grip

I didn’t, but… you did
Darling, I would’ve died for you
I guess that’s what we see

(You lost it, you lost grip
You lost it, you lost grip
You lost it…)