Текст shinigami – wait!

She said «slow it down,» I said, «wait, wait, wait, wait»
I been sparkin’ gas to take the pain away
If you tryna slow it down, get the fuck out my face
Stay out my way, ay

I been kickin’ it back while everybody sit back and hate
Smokin’ digital blunts, every memory that I erase
Is a reminder I’m grateful for the way I live every day
I level up on the daily, I always knew this was my fate

You never gave me a chance to explain the reason why I gave it up over and over I gave you chances but you fucked it up
Never again will I make the same mistake twice
Open your eyes, say your goodbyes

I’m awake at night again
I feel like this fight will never end
I been fighting all these battles inside of my head
Back wood ash all over my bed, yeah yeah yeah yeah

She said «slow it down,» I said, «wait, wait, wait, wait»
I been sparkin’ gas to take the pain away
If you tryna slow it down, get the fuck out my face
Stay out my way, ay

I been kickin’ it back while everybody sit back and hate
Smokin’ digital blunts, every memory that I erase
Is a reminder I’m grateful for the way I live every day
I level up on the daily, I always knew this was my fate

I’m up in the clouds today
I jus’ wanna fly away
Every night I turn down the lights and waste my life away

No suicide
I don’t wanna die
I think I’ll be fine today

She riding high

I lay awake and I think about how all this time passed
Decaying at 19, got open wounds all over my back
I’m lookin’ for love, but don’t know where the fuck I could find that
I’m sick of the bullshit and fakes you know I had to fight back

She said «slow it down,» I said, «wait, wait, wait, wait»
I been sparkin’ gas to take the pain away
If you tryna slow it down, get the fuck out my face
Stay out my way, ay

I been kickin’ it back while everybody sit back and hate
Smokin’ digital blunts, every memory that I erase
Is a reminder I’m grateful for the way I live every day
I level up on the daily, I always knew this was my fate