Lyrics Blue October – Schizophrenia

A silver plated numbing gum
And Jesus resting on my thumb
A hard to reach malaria
I’ve got the mood that seems to scare ya.

Chorus
I cry. I cry and I don’t know why.
The fever becomes my home.
I cry. I cry and I don’t know why.
The fever becomes my home.
Becomes my home.

I love it when you’re holding me.
You have a gentle way of calming.
I haven’t felt that way since 1993,
When my mother held me.
I bet you’re waiting for a long sob story
OF how I was mistreated again.
No, I wasn’t built that way.
I was strong but desperately brave,
And I didn’t mean to scareya…
Schizophrenia.

Repeat Chorus