Lyrics Carson Lueders – Paranoid
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Never know when someone comes and tries to take my life
I’ve been sleepin’ with the .45 like every night
In the whip I pray to God I don’t see flashin’ lights
God damn, they right behind me
I wake up every day with this anxiety
And they know where I stay
Got «Malone» on my plates
And they followin’ me
Two hundred bands under the floor of the kitchen
A little more up in the walls and the ceilin’
Even family and friends started switchin’
Ever since I got that check, seen ’em itchin’
Eyes open, I see you, I’m watchin’ you, yeah
More people wanna be you, don’t trust no one
Tell me why I can get no relief (I can’t get no sleep)
Wonderin’ when they’ll come for me
A paranoid man makes paranoid plans
I do what I can, but it’s out of my hands
Strugglin’ just to find my peace
Sometimes feel like I got no friends
Can’t trust a soul, like I’m Snowden
Right by the bed, keep it loaded
Lord have mercy if they broke in
I don’t ever sleep, yeah, I’m wide awake
If you try to pull up to my place
Beam is gonna hit you a mile away
I promise, one of us gonna die today
Helicopters in the sky
No, he can’t escape the eyes
Tell me, what’s the point in pickin’ sides?
Tell me why I can get no relief (I can’t get no sleep)
Wonderin’ when they’ll come for me
A paranoid man makes paranoid plans
I do what I can, but it’s out of my hands
Strugglin’ just to find my peace
Ayy, mind is runnin’ all day
Cost me more than money and I’m payin’ the price, yeah
I ain’t goin’ nowhere
Killin’ myself so I can make me a life, yeah
Minute after minute, never had a limit
Woke up every mornin’, knew that I just had to get it
Windows always tinted, you ain’t lookin’ in it
Either way, I know they’ll come for me again
Tell me why I can get no relief (I can’t get no sleep)
Wonderin’ when they’ll come for me
A paranoid man makes paranoid plans
I do what I can, but it’s out of my hands
Strugglin’ just to find my peace