Lyrics Clariyah – Tentoesdownchallenge
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So much pain in my heart I’m buried deep inside
All the shit that I’ve been through don’t know how I’m still alive…
All I know is that god’s got me he’s the reason I survive
Like my momma she a blessing just for walking in on time
Nah I never had a daddy nah I never I knew the love
Once he was gone once my life how I’m supposed to know who to trust
Every man I’ve known has left how I’m supposed to know respect
Growed up in a broken home all I felt was my neglect
All I saw was momma hurt all I saw was momma cry
She was deep in that depression who was there to wipe her eyes
Who was caring for my brothers? Who was taking care of sis?
Yeah you bet the fuck I did I was dedicated to those kids…
Now my baby’s growing up and I miss them all the time
But I’m trying to make a change so I could give them better life’s
And my momma did her best but she need to rest her feet
Gotta repay my momma for all the shit she’s done for me
Ain’t nobody ever helped us we was almost on the street
Food vouchers first in line when we had nothing to eat
3 babies that were hungry and just momma and me
All these family around us still ain’t had no place to sleep
It’s funny how people treat you only call you when they need
You and when you down and disappear now you up they wanna see you
Now they talking bout I see you oh you see me right?
Before your girl was popping would of thought you was blind!
Don’t you talk about the struggle if you never lived the day
Don’t you say you feel my pain unless you truly can relate
Don’t you say you was down when in my worst you gave me space
Had no food up in the house but still had to much on our plates
So talk about me like you know me spread the rumors for the hype
Tell the people who I am like you know shit about my life!
And they would lay out my business just to get a couple likes
Fuck it! Lay out all my business just to ride a couple dicks
And they mans is writing fans so they pulling out the pics
Saying Riyah that’s my bitch known her since she was a kid
Bitch you tripping think you slick? Why the fuck you telling fibs
Man I hate when bitches name me hate when bitches claim me
Hate when bitches think they got the power and could change me
Been thru hell and back and I’m still waiting at the gates in case
These bitches try and test me and to think to play it safe
But yo shout out to my day 1 always be my main one
Even when we make it wont forget bout where we came from
Fuck the shit we did but I’m proud of where we at
And I promise when I get it I ain’t never going back!