Lyrics Emmure – Russian Hotel Aftermath

The only reason I continue to live is to spite you
Press my ear against the door
To hear the truth in your scathing words

The hardest part

I’m just a loser

A letter to my future self;
How the fuck you doing kid?
You went and ruined everything
Gone and fucked up all your dreams
Pour a drink on to the street
For all the friends you wish you had
Now that no one gives a fuck
It seems you went and ended up
Where you deserve, I guess

I guess

I’ve lived too long
I’ve lived too long
The only way I can make sense of this mess
I’ve lived too long
I’ve lived too long
The only way I can make sense of this mess

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now that I hate myself?

I hate myself

Are you happy now?
I hate myself

I hate myself
Are you happy now?