Lyrics Faith Marie – Antidote
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Finding refuge in my own lies
«How are you?»
«I’m doing alright»
Small talk is a great disguise
Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind
Am I only living, living to survive?
Shake it off but I’ve lost the drive
Just let me be just let me be
Let me be, okay
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There’s a new kind of poison and it’s starting to spread
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
They don’t think I need help
But I’m scaring myself
I just want to be okay
I just want to be okay
All the voices in my head are coming to life
They’re getting louder and I’m, I’m terrified
How do you run from your own mind?
Is this what I’ve become?
Take it back what have I done
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There’s a new kind of poison and it’s starting to spread
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
They don’t think I need help
But I’m scaring myself
I just want to be okay
I just want to be okay
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
But I didn’t think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans I can change my plans
I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever saw were the things I lacked
All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
All I ever thought I was
Was a mistake
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There’s a new kind of poison and it’s starting to spread
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
Up inside my head
Up inside my head