Lyrics Fern. – Lost

Now I feel the same
I’ve tried so hard but I still feel the same
Trying to ignore the pain
Can’t be real

Do I do I wanna know if I’ll be missed
I don’t wanna live like this
Do I do I wanna know if I’ll be missed
I don’t wanna live like this

I don’t mind, I don’t mind if I just lose my life
All the pain that I’ve been through made me dead inside
I wonder if all the things you say is true
Will you heal me God if I believed in you

Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you, you

I’ve ran several circles inside of my head
Still feel like a joker who’s better off dead
Without a purpose, feeling so worthless
So I paint my walls red, and do the world service
Thinking is it worth it, I shouldn’t
Am I really worth it, I couldn’t
Nah man, I couldn’t
But it all comes back in the night-time
Don’t wanna listen to my mind in the night-time
I know we all find solace in the right time
So I spit my rhymes and I don’t mind
These violent choices

Don’t lose your way
Don’t lose your way
Don’t lose your way
If your mind’s not right then you’ll never be okay
You’ll be okay
I promise that you’ll be okay
Though your mind’s not right I can promise you’re okay