Lyrics Hollywood Undead – The Diary

Deuce:
‘Cause I don’t wanna be like this
I’ve been running these streets for too long now
I’ve got nothing it’s true but this song now

‘Cause I don’t wanna be like this
I’ve been running these streets for too long now
I’ve got nothing it’s true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

J3T:
I fuckin’ swear that I care
But it’s hard when you stare
Into the bottom of a bottle
That is empty and bare

Oh my desolate soul
In my desolate home
It’s my desolate role
Yeah I’m here all alone

I can’t think of a reason
To get the fuck out of bed
Curtains closed, lights are off
Am I alive or dead?

I haven’t shaved in a week
I always slur when I speak
Tolerance at its peak
Another fifth just to sleep

Oh woe is me woe is me
I guess I need love
Hoes you see hoes you see
I’m just in a rut

And I swear I’m trying baby please
Baby don’t leave
Goddamn I’m a fuck-up
But I guess that’s just me

So I sit in my room
And I’ll cry in my bed
Thinking about all the shit
That made me wrong in my head

I keep trying to climb
But it seems so steep
Pour myself a fuckin’ whiskey
And go back to sleep, bitch

Deuce:
‘Cause I don’t wanna be like this
I’ve been running these streets for too long now
I’ve got nothing it’s true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

‘Cause I don’t wanna be like this
I’ve been running these streets for too long now
I’ve got nothing it’s true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

I watch my momma cry
She says, «Baby, why?»
I say, «Baby died
Baby’s gone like a suicide.»
I don’t think you’ll see him soon, mom
Stay out my room, mom
Tell daddy that I hate
That motherfucker like you, mom

I sing this shit for you
Danny, Sasha and Jordan
These beers keep getting warmer
Every time that I hold ’em
I pour this out for you
Like a partner in crime
It’s part of the times
When you’re sick in the mind

Yeah I’m sick, oh so sick
I’m so sick of this shit
Yeah I’m lit, oh so lit
I’m so fucked up off it
So I stumble around
‘Til I stumble-fall down
To this puddle of my tears
Laying here on the ground

When you’ve got nothing left
You’ve got nothing left to lose
With my last this single breath
I’ll still be singing to you
So when you bury me, man
You better bury me deep
And sing along to this song
‘Cause you’re broken like me

Deuce:
‘Cause I don’t wanna be like this
I’ve been running these streets for too long now
I’ve got nothing it’s true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

‘Cause I don’t wanna be like this
I’ve been running these streets for too long now
I’ve got nothing it’s true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

And I wanna go back to the start
Back where we started from
And I know it’s been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong
I was wrong all along

And I wanna go back to the start
Back where we started from
And I know it’s been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong
I was wrong all along

‘Cause I don’t wanna be like this
I’ve been running these streets for too long now
I’ve got nothing it’s true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

‘Cause I don’t wanna be like this
I’ve been running these streets for too long now
I’ve got nothing it’s true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home