Lyrics In Her Own Words – I Would Sit Alone In Silence

My mood is inconsistent and it changes with the weather
In the city of resistance, I haven’t been feeling better
About anything or anyone that I chose to believe in
And something tells me I won’t find the one thing that I needed

The one thing that I needed

I’ll pick myself up everyday
Won’t let the world around me become a cage
I can’t escape
I keep in touch with my mistakes
But when they surround me
It’s another panic state

And I never said a word about the way that I was feeling
‘Cause I trained myself to lie and tell myself that I am fine
Ever since I was a kid, I’ve always kept this pain inside
And I never had that person that made everything alright

That made everything alright

My mood is inconsistent and it changes with the weather
In the city of resistance, I haven’t been feeling better
About anything or anyone that I chose to believe in
Something tells me I’m about to see the consequence of feeling

If you ever tried to ask me
What was going on inside
I would sit alone in silence
While my thoughts eat me alive

If I could just go back in time and stop myself
I’d stop myself from holding everything inside of my head
In my head lies the consequence of every feeling that I hide