Lyrics K.A.A.N. – Insomnia
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Can’t sleep
Nigga can’t sleep
I can’t sleep
I can’t sleep lawd
I’m wide awake
I can’t sleep and
x7
I can’t sleep still wide awake
And I can’t sleep still wide awake
And I think I lost my fucking mind
Cause I swear to God I wanna die today
x2
Now take it back to the motherfucking days
When a young nigga didn’t have any fucking problems
Where did you go and who do you call?
When you feel like you had ran out of every fucking option
And I’m a pill pop till a nigga feel nauseous
Suicide on my mind got me mentally exhausted
Fell in love with the pain cutting my own wrist
And watching the blood drip don’t nobody give a shit
Until that motherfucking trip
Gone postal
Loco
Damn my nigga lost it
What does everybody think that I am finna do?
Here is something you can never understand
Is the way I kill a man
Make a life seem minuscule
Been a fool
Try to OD back in middle school
I’m dosing but tryna keep it cool
Cause if it don’t make money
Than it don’t make sense
In the land where a handful of cash rules
Dirt broke
The way that niggas are re-tenant
Complacent with being tenant
The problem never lieutenant
In a system where ownership depended on profession
Confessin’ that I’m obsessed
With the craft that I’ve adapted
Writing a spiritual doctrine
I’ve back it up on conflict
I deal with on the constant
Skeletons in my closet
Place sins on my conscience
Does anybody ever listen when a young nigga speak?
My god!
What?
You ain’t got a voice in your head
That tell you to leave ’em dead
Turn the white wall red, nigga
Cut a motherfucker throat
I sit and I watch ’em choke
Suffocate upon your last fucking breath, nigga
Schizophrenic yes I am
Another young black man
With a whole lot of pain
I have nothing to lose
And everything to obtain
Going crazy with these suicidal thoughts in my brain
I can’t sleep still wide awake
And I can’t sleep still wide awake
And I think I lost my fucking mind
Cause I swear to God I wanna die today
x2
Now I personally feel
You should never get involved
With a psychopathic killer that’s living closer to God
In a blacked out room with a demon on the wall
Already hallucinating from a handful of acid
Crashed the damn van inside of the mad casket
Cultivated the vision re-visual whiplashes
Premonitions of death, I’ve seen through thick glasses
I’m runnin’ outta time but preaching to big masses
Sanctifying a mind of a lost atheist bastard
Covenants of the woman that’s battin’ her eyelashes
Blacked out the aesthetics I’m grabbin’ a whore faster
Retract and attack on the motherfuckin’ master
Servin’ an hors d’oeuvre of blood, pain and disaster
Painted a perfect picture of bodies gettin’ disfigured
I started off with a pen until I’m slicin’ the cartilage
Cuttin’ yo body open like a fuckin’ Cardiologist
I’m just an entity with an appetite
Not a mothafucka that anotha nigga wanna aggravate
Hand on a blade, shaky whenever agitated
Not exaggerated it’s factual when elaborated
I collaborated with the spirit of every serial killer
With a couple John Does that were found by the river
Just a few random thoughts you can find in my mind
The greatest of all-time ah!