Lyrics Kublai Khan – The Guilty Dog
Text:
Lonely
Am I though I try
To look otherwise
Laugh or smile
Disguise or rather hide
The insecurities is it I feed
You ask
Why mask what the fuck is going on with me?
Fuck
The insecurities is it I feed
You ask
Why mask what the fuck is going on with me?
Fuck
Why should you care?
And I remember thinking to myself
God if you’re up there send me down someone
Who gives a fuck
It’s hard living, it’s hard times
In my mind
Doubt everything around me
Yet I say
You’re not fine
I tell myself
You’re not right
It’s insane the things I wish that I had felt
Like the piercing sting of a father’s belt
Because tough love is still love
Love’s tough, I know this much
I’ll tell you right now motherfucks life’s harder when you got none
Shit
And yet still I try
They say the guilty dog barks first
And I’ve been barking till my fucking throat hurts
2x
For many years I’ve tried
To escape what makes me, me
But all I wanted my whole life was for someone to give a fuck