Lyrics Lauren Sanderson – Jenny

See, Jenny, life ain’t always good
But life ain’t always bad
Lookin’ at your message, girl it made me so sad
Cause I feel for ya

Girl, I been there
I understand the way it works
And Jenny, as I read it, I could tell you’re really hurt
Babygirl, I feel for ya
Trust me girl, I really feel for ya

I’d say I, I read it 20 times before respondin’
Has anybody told you your existence wasn’t wanted?
That people only use you? Not just one body but hundreds?
Thought maybe Jenny’s right cause these scenarios, I’ve wondered

And everything you said to me, I felt it in my chest
Jenny, tell me bout your goal? Was it to make me feel depressed?
I worry ’bout my fans and if they’re really not impressed
I try so damn hard Jenny, swear I try my best

She said «I’m not feelin’ ya
Bitch, I’m only bein’ real with ya»
She said, «Lauren I’m not feelin’ ya
Bitch, I only kept it real with ya»

I read it once more, that’s when the sadness turned to anger
How could somebody say that to a motherfuckin’ stranger?
You know what girl, you’re right, and Jenny, I’ll do you a favor
I’ll quit the fuckin’ shows and I’ll start workin’ on my major

I’m typin’ real mean so Jenny knew who she was dealin’ with
Said it just right so I’d know she knew the feelin’ and
Told her she was starving for attention, girl, you’re fienin’ it
Jenny, you’re pathetic, when I say it then I mean the shit

«I don’t even feel for ya
Jenny, I’m just bein’ real with ya»
Told her, «I don’t even feel for ya
Homegirl, I’m just bein’ real with ya»

And Jenny, I don’t give a damn, you really had the nerve
And Jenny, as you read it girl, I hope you really hurt
Said, «I don’t even feel for ya
Jenny, I’m just bein’ real with ya»

I read it once more just to make sure it was perfect
But reading my response, it started makin’ me so nervous
If Jenny’s on the edge, then could really cut the circuit
If Jenny’s insecure then this could really close the curtain

That’s when I sat back and it all just came to me
Jenny had this pain and she just aimed at me
Needed this attention, it was plain to see
She was hurt and put her pain on me
It’s not my fault but she was aimin’ me

I know it wasn’t me that was the problem
And everything she said to me was coming from the bottom
Of all of Jenny’s wounds, she was helpless tryna’ solve em
What Jenny doesn’t realize is this’ll just evolve em

Said, «I’m feelin’ ya
Trust me girl I’m fuckin’ feelin’ ya
I been there and girl I fear for ya
I’m really sorry, hope you heal n yeah»

(So keep it goin’, it gets better)

Not one now, but two people hurtin’
Deleted all my words cause I’m not that typa person
I told her bout my vision n success, said girl I earned this
«I’m livin’ out my dream, it’s meant to be and yo, I’m certain

I been there, I get your mind is in the darkness
But girl I gotta go, I got these fans, I made a promise
Won’t stop for anybody cause the future is beyond us»
That’s when I pressed send and Jenny seemed so damn astonished

«Damn… I didn’t think you’d be so kind
I honestly don’t know you so please don’t pay no mind
Continue livin’ big, trust me girl, you really shine…
Deserving of your future so just leave the doubts behind»

So next time that you run into a Jenny
Remember she’s just broken and there’s two sides to a penny
So fill her up with love, these people need it, they’re so empty
The hurtin’ hurt the hurt, I know their words can be so heavy

Yeah…