Lyrics Merkules – Live This

My bank account full and my rent got paid, so I’mma be okay
Used to have to borrow money to fill up that tank
I used to have bad days but it changed up, now we on the road…
I’m sorry, mama but I never make the honor road

I remember bein’ broke, we ain’t ever had a pot to piss in
We ain’t ever had no hope, everyday I lost more interest
And I remember bein’ poor…
We had to kick the door right off the hinges
We ain’t gotta worry no more, turned a dream to reality
I swear we really live this

I remember stayin’ up all night, starin’ at the ceilin’
Dreamin’ about this rap life, it’s all I ever needed
Lost it all for a minute, tho… tryna get it back again
Blowin’ trees is an antidote, always been my only friend

Look what you started, I’m cold and I’m heartless
Aimin’ at targets, hangin’ with partners, conditions and charges
I’m tired of losses, I’m drownin’ in vodka
So fuck all your gossip, you bitches are toxic, you makin’ me nauseaous
Get of my back, you not holdin’ me hostage
You can not stop this, I’m back on my bashes
Ghhhaaaa

I remember bein’ broke, we ain’t ever had a pot to piss in
We ain’t ever had no hope, everyday I lost more interest
And I remember bein’ poor…

I’m just gon’ stay high up here (High up here)
I can’t control all your fears (All your fears)
All I can do is be me (I’mma be me)
So either you ride it or nor peace

I used to make no decisions on my own, I was stuck within this system
I was feelin’ like a clone, you can find me in a whip, I’m tryna feelin’ up a smoke
Yeah, they say that they can do it… but the difference, they don’t
It feels good not givin’ a fuck, ya all not livin’ like us, I bet you still on a bus
They tryna callin’ on me but now my middle finger is up
I roll a blunt up every morning and I’m fillin’ my cup
Yeeahh

I live the life of a rock star
My mind’s brighter than the lights on a cop car
Now I’m with the legends every night like I’m Narwhal
Everyday I’m on a new flight, let’s get on board
Me and Evil, we been down from the junk
This is SDK, the whole was up, got a heater and the glovy with a pound in the trunk
If you fuckin’ with us then you found in the slump

Got not time for that fake shit, I just can’t take it
So love me or hate me, I’m losin’ my patience
I’m losin’ my patience, so love me or hate me
This life is what you make it…