Lyrics SeeYouSpaceCowboy – Late December
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I still remember that night. Sitting in silence hoping,
But I already knew you were gone.
Confirmation stabbed in me cracking out until all parts of me collapsed
And any semblance of hope turned to ash.
Almost wishing each new wave of agony would finally push me to the end.
I know you’ll never hear those messaged I left
But I still wish we could exchange words and laughs one more time.
Or that I could even hear your voice, your breath responding to mine.
There are so many things I wish I could say in that moment or the last time we spoke,
When I was really the last voice that you heard on this earth.
No one asks why we all saw the pain in your eyes
That you tried to hide with a smile, it was such a beautiful smile.
We never never believed in heaven.
But I still hope you are in that house by the Beach.
No, no more pain in this life.
You can rest now, but I miss you.
They said you looked so peaceful
And I don’t know if I wish I could have seen you like that,
No struggle, no pain, you’re unchained from this earth.
But all I can picture in my mind is an angel in the rope.
I’m so sorry that I couldn’t help you.
I wanted you to be free from the tangles thorns.
I want to go back, back to a time
When our hearts beat as one.
In the end I can’t accept
That I’m still here and you are not.