Aja – Erasure перевод и текст

Scotty Wu

My heart is burstin’
I been feeling so small
My head is on overload

Скотти Ву

Мое сердце разрывается
Я чувствовал себя таким маленьким
Моя голова перегружена

Sometimes I wish I could cry all day
Something to make all the pain go away
Something to wash away all my mistakes
What is the price that I have to pay?
It started when I was really young
Before I could walk, I was learning how to run
Learning the places that I could hide the hurt
In hopes that the next step wouldn’t be the gun
I was in search of the love that was missin’
‘Cause to be loved, it was the only mission
Stuck in the broken-hearted tradition
I keep my heart locked in a guarded position
Drowning in tears, so many years

Иногда я хотел бы плакать весь день
Что-то, чтобы заставить всю боль уйти
Что-то, чтобы смыть все мои ошибки
Какова цена, которую я должен заплатить?
Это началось, когда я был очень молод
Прежде чем я смог ходить, я учился бегать
Изучая места, где я мог скрыть боль
В надежде, что следующим шагом не будет пистолет
Я был в поисках любви, которая скучала
Потому что быть любимым, это была единственная миссия
Застрял в безнадежной традиции
Я держу свое сердце взаперти
Тонет в слезах, столько лет

My heart is burstin’
I been feeling so small
My head is on overload
Where did I go wrong?
My lines are twistin’
I been giving my all
And I want more
Don’t erase my song
My heart is burstin’
I been feeling so small
My head is on overload
Where did I go wrong?
My lines are twistin’
I been giving my all
And I want more
Don’t erase my song

I just told my mom I was okay, uh
Just so she wouldn’t worry, uh
Sucks, I know she needed her bills paid
So I needed to rush in a hurry, uh
I needed to buy her a house
I needed to save all her health
I needed to give back to the one
Who taught me that money’s not equal to wealth
Who taught me that family’s nothin’
If the love doesn’t have any meaning
Don’t you get tired of being in love
Only when that shit’s convenient?
Where is my home? Where is my place?
Where is a hand for me to embrace
Who’s picking me up, put me into place?
I’m sick of the snakes and dealing with fakes
At some point, I gotta be real
I fight back and I let ’em take me
They try to smile in my face
‘Cause these bitches try to erase me
Pickin’ at every part of my being
Look in the mirror, I wish I could see me
But all I see is mixed feelings
You can’t even tell I stopped breathing
You can’t even tell I’m still standing
‘Cause my job’s been so demanding
Everything I do, they reprimand me
I swear it’s a misunderstanding
As I put the pen to the pad
You can’t erase that
It’s bittersweet like tears
Can you taste that?

My heart is burstin’
I been feeling so small
My head is on overload
Where did I go wrong?
My lines are twistin’
I been giving my all
And I want more
Don’t erase my song
My heart is burstin’
I been feeling so small
My head is on overload
Where did I go wrong?
My lines are twistin’
I been giving my all
And I want more
Don’t erase my song