Текст foreign forest – purpose

Is this all I face
Cause I want more than staying indoors
Like give this all I’ll give
I hope I get better cause I wanna be remembered, like

My face goes white when I see your face
See your face, see your face
Am I sposed’ to feel
Half real
Half dead
Half hell
Half heaven

You’ll be fine
You gon’ grow a little
All these people disconnected
Cause they only show a little of emotion
Think the money gonna replace me
‘Till they realise friends don’t come for free
With their eyes on the prize
And their hearts at sea
Like they’ve been with the wave but the wave was me
Like they’ve been with the wave but the wave was me