Текст JayteKz – Slowly Dying
Текст:
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There’s no one else to blame, I cause my own solitude
I’m the reason why my heart is ripped apart in two
Looked in the mirror and that person there I hardly knew
Cause these voices in my head are always talking back
Conversing with myself cause I feel like I’m all I have
And I’mma’ take the blame, ain’t tryna’ point no fucking fingers
I can’t escape the rain, no matter what, pain always lingers
I stay away from everyone I love
No matter what I do I still feel like I’m not enough
Oh would you give a fuck if I just chose to end it all
And if you do then how the fuck can you just watch me fall
Can’t you see my walls are closing in
Can’t you hear the pain and suffering I’m holding in
I need help, I’m just afraid to ask
I’m not longer in control, I’m just waiting to crash
I’m so fucked up, I know
I have been dying slow
Please take my pain, away
I can no longer stay
I isolate myself cause I’m embarrassed of this shit
Cause everybody knows I hate the fact that I exist
I let my secrets out and everybody knows the truth
They know my suicidal tendencies are self-induced
I know there’s no excuse why I should wanna’ end my life
I’m well aware the grass is greener on the other side
I should be grateful right
So where’s the disconnect
When I feel happy why does sadness always interject
I try and smile but deep inside I’m always weak and hurtin’
I know the devil’s near and always lurkin’
I feel his presence every time the sun begins emerging
I been searching for so fucking long
For a light that will remain permanently on
But that light forever seems to fade
Perhaps the dark is just impossible to evade
I’m so fucked up, I know
I have been dying slow
Please take my pain, away
I can no longer stay
