Текст Spanish Love Songs – On My Side

It’s all the same to me
Another night to numb to try
Hating everything
When I’m afraid to go outside

If it’s all the same to you
I want to wake up by your side
Nothing feels real
You’re the closest I can find

All the times that I have tried
To keep my head on straight this time
The things my friends and family say
Like, «hey Dylan we love you; of course we love you.»

I cannot relate
That’s the excuse that I have made
But it’s all shit you see right through
And with that look in your eyes I’m saved

I cannot be held to blame for the ways that I can change
The ways I’ll never change…
I cannot be held afloat by a love I do not know
By the love I’ll never know…

Do you sleep better now?
With better pills and a stable man?
Does he whisper Catherine in your ear
As you’re falling asleep in our bed?

Because we cannot be held to blame for giving up on change
We’ll never change our ways
And that’s okay