Текст R.LUM.R – Surfacing
Текст:
I can make a home of undertow
So I don’t have to choose
Let it take me anywhere it goes
Tell me I’m of no use
The riptide and rising sea
Of general anxiety
It makes me not like me
I want to be more than this
Tendency to resist
The tide that tells me to fix
What I don’t want to be
Spent so long under water
Forgot how it feels to breathe
Used to be autonomic
But something came over me
Maybe a tidal wave or the moon and its gravity
Whatever, it doesn’t matter
I feel like I’m surfacing
I feel like I’m surfacing
I feel like I’m surfacing
I feel like I’m surfacing
I feel like I’m…
Tryna to stay afloat and not look down
Don’t know what I’ll see
But anytime my feet can’t touch the ground
I start panicking
‘Cause it feels like it’s bottomless
Drowning my confidence
Navigating out of it
But if I’m at the bottom with
The rocks and my promises
How can I be honest with
The man I want to be?
Spent so long under water
Forgot how it feels to breathe
Used to be autonomic
But something came over me
Maybe a tidal wave or the moon and its gravity
Whatever, it doesn’t matter
I feel like I’m surfacing
I feel like I’m surfacing
I feel like I’m surfacing
I feel like I’m surfacing
I feel like I’m surfacing
Spent so long under water
Forgot how it feels to breathe
Whatever, it doesn’t matter
I feel like I’m surfacing